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The Power of Nature
by Jennifer Clark
(c) April 13, 2013
step
outside
my front door
fresh air filled lungs
soft sunlight kissed skin
down concrete stairs to earth
dry dirt, hard ground holding me
grass crunches beneath each footfall
provokes emotions believed long past
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Hatred
by Jennifer Clark
(c) April 12, 2013
Hatred
by Jennifer Clark
(c) April 12, 2013
Hatred
rises at the
thought of you standing there
before me with arms outstretched like
I should still be in love with you. I cringe.
I recoil and you advance like
touching me will make right
all the hurt and
hatred.
Anger
rises at the
thought of you watching me,
eyes searching for a flash of hope,
a moment of weakness when you can pounce,
say sorry, and think our lives will
go on like all is right.
You'll see only
anger.
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My living room
by Jennifer Clark
(c) April 11, 2013
Couch and a lounge chair?
Mine are in such disrepair.
Rug, lamp, solitaire?
They're yours but they're calling me.
I'll take them if they are free.
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Hotlines and Help
by Jennifer Clark
(c) April 9, 2013
Hotlines can help, lend a hand, hold out hope.
Ease. Intercede. Slow the slide down the slope.
Lifelines are allies when we cannot cope.
Prevent the next death with assurance of hope.
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Gift
by Jennifer Clark (c)April 8, 2013
Sweet breath, sweet air, I lift up hope on you.
Convey my love across the stormy skies.
Deliver hope to heart and heart renew.
You must relieve such hurt and pain and cries.
Soft wind, take gentle care as you imbue
In tender soul, new life before it dies.
We have not long; you must be swift.
Bear my hope and make of hope a gift.
Deliver hope to heart and heart renew.
You must relieve such hurt and pain and cries.
Soft wind, take gentle care as you imbue
In tender soul, new life before it dies.
We have not long; you must be swift.
Bear my hope and make of hope a gift.
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Her Name
By Jennifer Clark (c)April 6, 2013
Remember. Say her name aloud. It’s right.
Though heart will hurt and cry and rage and fight.
In suicide, the mind it lies to you.
It says hope’s gone -- review your life for proof.
Controlled by pain and frail from sadness deep,
through suicide she found a sick relief.
Yet denigrate her life on how she died
with words so cruel. In ignorance defile.
The fault’s not hers, nor mine, nor yours. Instead
the blame belongs to darkness left unsaid.
How can you understand her hopeless fear?
Lost hope. Lost light. Lost will to persevere?
Do keep in memory how her life was lived.
Let anger fade. Compassion find. Forgive.
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Dance with Death
by Jennifer Clark (c) April 4, 2013
My body will rot in the ground.
Will I, like a serpent, then shed
my skin to gain a life new found?
It’s a mortal spirit I dread.
I want eternal life instead.
Do I get new life and new limb?
Shall I to nothingness be wed?
He invites me to dance with Him.
Taking His hand to dance, I’m bound
to Him. To the ball I am led.
In His arms, we twirl round and round.
My death, guaranteed, is ahead.
Fear grips the life before me spread.
I won’t accept an end so grim.
I cling to life thus live in dread.
He invites me to dance with Him.
But music beyond does resound.
From the thick mire where dwells the dead
does beauty arise and surround
my body. All terror has fled.
I am pulled into earth’s sweet bed.
My mind succumbed to the sweet hymn.
The light of life from me was bled
He invites me to dance with him.
For time my soul in dark was fed.
Then all around was not so dim.
This side the veil my name was said.
He invites me to dance with Him.
wonderful. I especially liked the last two lines ....forgive
ReplyDeleteThank you Julia. That last part is unbelievably difficult sometimes.
DeleteSome of your work reminded me of E.E. Cummings-(a leaf falls) loneliness...
ReplyDeleteI could see the hour glass image in "Hatred"...